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Monday, May 4, 2009 ' 4:23 PM Y

We R in OUR house~ '

GUesss whos at my house? i mean our house, its my meria my wife,u noe why is it our? cos she is mine married to me...
this few days have been a living hell to me, except when being with dear.. iam gna change but this is killing my nature, being "bad" by nature, but with the things that i got to face, iam gna change for the better, cos i would not want that, spoiling my future..spoiling our future.. i promise that iam gna provide meria n my love ones around me, a good bright future for them, i have to keep my words, iam a man yeah? i got to wake up i've grown up, i have to tink further..
A saying from my uncle: if a laoda(big brother) gives u protection take cares of u, if u r hungry he gets things for u to eat, drinks for u to drink, u surely did respect him, the same goes to my mother, she provide EVEN more then the laoda(big brother)", giving me everthing that i need.. iam sorry for what ive done in the past, disrespect, all i know is disrespect... now i've learn,, even from a quote in the christian bible, the old has gone the new has come, iam a brand new, dear iam still the same Josh Nah, just a better person at home=]my boy is so adorable!! my dear just type this (((((((( haha cnt put arrow=[ dunnoe why..haha. okok thats all today, my longest post too i guesss.

iloveyou Dear! muackZ!

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